alex baseball game

Tonight at my stepsons baseball game it was a very close game well at the last inning our team was at bat we were down by 2 one of his team mates was running to third , third base caught the ball so he ran back to second , second dropped it sso he was running trying to hit base his foot then hit base before the boy tagged him and dont u knwo that taged the runner as out such a crappy call b/c  his foot was on base thats okay we will get em next game!!

sad

Got a call today saying a friend of the family was 20 weeks preg. and lost the baby, well of course on our diffucult journey to try to get preg It makes me sad to hear things like this my heart goes out to ppl that lose, or cant have kids. Well then we find out she was  giving the baby up for adoption to her mother which we are friends with her mother , well closer to her mother then her. So I question her mom and she was saying how she had thought of us when her daughter said she didnt want the kid she already has two so she wanted to end the preg. her mom said she urged her saying that She thought it would be a good idea to let my husband and I adopt the kid well desi being the kinda of person she is said no not going to happen well her mom said well let me and ur step dad adopt well she agreed to that .... well after she miscarried they took the usual drug test omg  i am so upset with what the results said she was on numerous amount of drugs omg does she not know what a gift that is from God to not take precautions even if u didnt want it. Well the babys head was damaged as if she tried to make her self miscarry this is so disturbing and I can only pray that God deals with her And I pray that God forgive me for thinking ill of her, I pray he gives me the strength to be the christian women I am. They are having a lil service tomorrow for the baby, I hope i can hold it all togeather  b/c it hits very close to home . What a sweet innocent life inside of her to not protect it. Im trying and praying not to get angry but y do ppl like that get preg at the drop of a pin and we that are good parents to my husbands c hildren have such a difficult time getting preg. I guess God has his reasons even tho we dont see them And God knows our future.

soo what to talk about today

Not much to blog about today, I couldnt sleep last night! Then woke up to a crying baby lol!! Well I got in some eco friendly stuff in today and I'm loving it esp the tooth paste did u know that tooth paste you buy from ur regualr stores contains falmadihide in it omgggg!!

oh man

SOOOO my laptop charger broke tonight. OH how I will feel so lost without it!!!!!!!!!!! Will be checking mail everyday for new one!! on that same note i am moving on to exodus in the bible oh yeah did i tell ya that i decided to read bible front to back no skipping no just reading scriptures!! Guess that was Gods way of tellin me hey you didnt spend time with me today u spent to much time on that lap top!!! On the green note I have to think of ways to explain to my friends and family the importance on going green!!

spring

Well spring is here so beautiful outside. Along with srping comes allergies, you can def tell by the loads of amout of pollen out there its like the pollen seems to be caked on the items outside. The other day I was playing outside with my friends lil girl and she wanted to play baseball she grabed her plastic bat that was outside and i looked at it you couldnt even tell the bat was once red b/c there was soooo much pollen on it. In my quest to be green and make a change in mine and my familys life I'm on my way to reserach the kind of green meds that are out there for allergies and sinus in this spring season! Everyone enjoy this beautiful weather and God bless!

What does go green mean

We hear "go green" alot, but do we really know what it means?
I've never really stoped to think about what it meant until I started watching
seminars online about it. My first thought after watching it was OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS? I would have never thought that the things we buy at the store can be so harmful for us. The next thing that came to mind was me and my husband have been trying to get preg for 3 years now and some of the things ihave learned from looking up on the net and watching these lil seminars about it was was this infertilty caused by me b/c of using all these chemicals out there I know one thing I'm def. going green!!